On leave...

I was on leave today.

BLISS....

managed to run a few errands, do this and that. when i came back, i have decided to wait for the IT tech guy to come, i painted my grill again. and i discovered this:



how is this possible!!?!?!?!?! was shocked actually when saw it. but now its painted. ^^

then later the IT tech got it done and its awesome! got my internet upgraded to 4MB etc, bolehVPN paid etc etc etc.

and then had lunch at a curry place. its good. ^^

on my way down to KL i saw the purple shade that i like:







still contemplating on what colour for my new car. sigh... looks like this purple is a solid color not metalic. was settling on dark gray cause it will make the car looks luxurious and classy. i hate silver, too common i say.

help! need help!

but most of all, i went down to KL to collect this:



yaaaaaayyy.... was very happy. ^^ TVXQ STAR COLLECTION CARD! the cards looks damn pretty man. hahaha.... looks nice though. opening them one by one. ^^ lol!

don't know can finish opening. off to pan pic again!

/runs

Christmas

/happy sigh

Christmas...

food, family, fun, music...

yoochunnie trust that you're doing good there. ^^

a lot of activities ahead of me. forget about work for awhile.

hope all goes well. its 1016am now.

before i go, i will leave this here. too catchy not to.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-trHxhlCdo

have fun. and have a very merry little christmas.

^^

Angst...

wasn't myself on Monday.

wasn't myself on Tuesday.

wanted to bury myself in a hole and stay there and don't move.

but what if i want to move but only move in the hole?

the posters that i bought last 2 weeks still in a bundle. toilet not washed yet. house not clean.

if it is not for the rotting vege calling me out i won't have made kim chi.

damn... why am i slacking so much? i need life. i need life in the house. HELP!

baby come back!



was proud of my kim chi

but somebody has to go dumped it at room temperature for the next 2 days. the next 2 FUCKING DAYS!!!!1111!!

anyways, at least it still can be used. for soup and stuff.

here is the kimchi i made:




well, this one turned out good. also, i took out some to leave out to ferment further to make soup. it turned out great. my aunt is also doing that cause she loves sour sour. ahahahah

well... at least someone appreciates my cooking. not like somebody.

rain, oh rain. why rain? making the road so wet for driving. hmm... i need to get my NISSAN 370Z soon. =p

Things...

Did a mistake at work.

Miserable.

Felt Guilty.

Felt that I didn't work hard enough.

Been slacking too much.

Slack in gym, life, everything.

AAAIISSHHH!!! only TVXQ to cheer me up.

I just like their slow/emo songs. imagining Junsu serenading to me, Yoo Chun whispering sweet nothings to me, Chang Min capturing me with his high ad libs, Jae Joong singing his heart to me, and Yun Ho rapping and dancing his heart out to me.

*Personally, I like Yoo Chun whispering sweet nothings to me. ONLY. but still, TVXQ is complete with all 5 of them.*

Hmm... I life, I want and NEED Park Yoo Chun to come and sweep my feet away and he, loving back me like how I'm loving him.

No, I'm not dreaming. I want and I know I will get it.

/grin

anyways, its 12.14am and i can't sleep. reading pan pic to rest meself but still can't sleep. I'm already mentally tired don't feel like getting tomorrow for work.

AAAIISISSSHHH!!

Yoo Chun, where are you when I need you?

A lot of things...

Today was late to work. damn me wanted to sleep in more. but listening to Hey, Girl soothes my soul a bit thinking what am I going to do at work.

Rain falls harder as I steered past the tol booth, got me a little worried and got me thinking of my girl.

Ah, my girl...
Been thinking about her a lot lately.
Wondering whether is this 2 year relationship worth the while.
Too emo sometimes this girl. Can be demanding at times. Sometimes makes me think that I'm wearing the pants in the relationship. HAHA...
But it will be nice if someone can take care of me in the relationship department side. Sigh... What to do? I'm seme in life and in other things.

A lot of things in my mind lately... Seems to have broken from my usual routine.

Skipped exercising for about a week now. Been eating noodles. Ah, Robokki and pan mee is love.
My work. Been slacking at work. Sigh... Need to buck up if I need that promotion.
The Band. Tried jamming 2 weeks ago. Didn't seem to work cause been too busy with work.
Music. Ah. now that I really need to get to it.
My life. I think I'm heading to the direction that I have always wanted. But is this what I really want? Don't know. =p
Things I want in life. HAHAHA... need to work hard and I'm working hard towards it except for last week till now. HAHA! HWAITING!
Myself. HMMM...

AIISSHHH!! /headache

Anyways, there are little things in life that makes me forget about a lot things.

Little things like:
Music.
Micky.
Rabokki.

HAHA.. that's all. notice that my girl is not even in the list? no idea why. just didn't feel like putting there.

anyways, my girl will be coming over to my place to have dinner. Hope things turn out well.

I'm thinking what to cook today? Maybe I should ask her.

hmm... it seemed long enough. I think will post it up now.

This is the day...

This is the day...
where I have successfully designed a blog.

This is the day...
where I have posted a new posting in my new blog.

This is the day...
















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